Shadow of Boy

Those eyes that shine bright in the night sky
The half-smile that just shows a little on the right side
The face that lights up when you get a complement
That crazy mind oh so complicated
The way he sneaks into my dreams
You tell him you love him and he screams
The way he knows what you’re thinking
He knows how to understand your feelings
But he’s only a shadow of a boy
He’s there and gone, he’s right when you’re wrong
He stays at the corner of my eyes
Never really shows his face
He’s but a shadow of a boy
Doesn’t understand love but still loves
Doesn’t understand fear but still fears
He’s only a shadow of a boy
But is always there

Truth Revealed

I used to know who I am
But now it’s as though it’s the end
Who would have guessed this is how it’d go down
Those beautiful days would soon bring out a frown
Smile and laughter were only lies
All of that trust it just died
Who would have guessed it would happen to me
How is it possible that I couldn’t see?
Laughter and tears throughout the years
And all of those memories I held so dear
None of it meant anything to you
Your evil plans just grew and grew
Tonight however I sleep in peace
‘Cuz I can protect myself from what’s under those sleeves
This is goodbye
I reject all your lies

What Used to be a Game

We used to play hide and seek
To you my best places I would leak
You used to take them away
The very next game we played
We used to play charades
My best moves you would parade
And then we grew old
New secrets that unfold
What used to be a game
Now create problems all the same
You steal all my things
But now it’s the question of feelings
It became the question of love
You came in as the theft sick dove
What used to be a silly game
Now were older and it just aint the same
As I now sit here heart broken
I give you an advice filled token
Don’t hurt your friends in anyway
Or ill make you regret the past one day

The Past Revisited

I thought for once I could close my eyes
But once again I see the lies
I open my heart to the pain and the grief
You just stab me in the back then just leave
If only the world saw you for what you were
They would see why about you I was sure
They told me to give another chance
But now I can’t even give another glance
How dare you do this to me?
Now I’ll never let you feel free
I’ve become the devil and its revenge I seek
All your told secrets I will now leak
Watch your back dear friend
For I warn you you’ve reached your end

I Once Had a Smile

Once upon a time I was a happy child
And yes once i even had a smile
Then i met you and i couldn’t wish for another tomorrow
But still it came and with it; it brought sorrow
There begin your lies of where you were
You’d give me an excuse but always end up with her
I knew i had to leave you it’s just how things were to be
And yet i always saw you come back to me
I knew it wasn’t love or understanding
I always knew there was another game planning
I hoped you’d come through for me and see my love
But all i got were hurtful words hitting like a glove
Tomorrow will just come again and i must face you once more
My heart which was once open is now a closed door
You avoid me with your friends and talk when were alone
With me you can be yourself for them you wear colon
I look into your eyes now and know you’re a fake
But being your friend i know this risk i will take
I know you don’t believe me but I’m always by your side
If you just try to look inside of me a friend you will find

Once Upon a Lullaby

Once upon a lullaby I saw you in my eyes
I didn’t know what to say to you
But I needed you in my life
I needed someone to talk to
Someone who wouldn’t say goodbye
Once upon a lullaby I needed you in my life

But I'm older now and you’ve grown out
We couldn’t go far it was a broken car

Once upon a lullaby I saw you in my eyes
It was only in a lullaby I needed you in my life
Only in the lullaby you wouldn’t say goodbye
But this real life now no time for lies
Once upon a lullaby you were only mine

But I'm older now and you’ve grown out
We couldn’t go far it was a broken car

Once upon a lullaby I saw you in my eyes
Once upon a lullaby I was only blind
But what you didn’t know honey I saw right through your lies
Once upon lullaby I couldn’t stand goodbyes

But I'm older now and you’ve grown out
We couldn’t go far it was a broken car

Once upon a lullaby I threw you out of my life
I opened up the broken door and told you what I didn’t like
Once upon a lullaby you were just a lie
Once upon a lullaby it was just a lullaby