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Tuesday, July 2, 2019

Nightmare/ Loved Ones

Sleeping soundly you wake to the soft touch of your mother
“It’s 11:30 pm sweetheart, with you I will say a quick prayer”
A massage while hearing her mumble as you are half asleep
Suddenly, into your torso, her nails start to cut deep
You try to fight her but to no avail
She simply wants to kill you and will not fail
You wake with a start to realize it is only a dream
But then dad comes in to overdose you on pills and you cannot scream
Facing you is a mirrored image of yourself laying next to you
“I will take your place when you’re dead and there is nothing you can do”
As her sharp teeth come at you, you awaken once more
Only to find your dad outside your door
This time it must be real as your dead mother is not around
Instead it is your stepmother upset to be awoken and frowns
This time things seem normal as dad tells you about his day 
It is relieving to know that even his jokes are the same
But that he quickly slits your throat as you awaken once more
This time you are crying and frightened and left unsure
You check to see if your room looks familiar not wanting it to be another dream
You call your dad frightened but start hallucinating and scream
You are still in your room but also in the back of a car
Your dad is driving with a gun in his hand you’ve driven quite far
But he is still on the phone with you as you beg him to let you go
Which dad is real, you don’t know
You say you will do better, be the daughter he wishes you were
But the caring dad on the phone is gone and now you will burn
Into an isolated clearing you are brought to be shot and burned
You wake up once more feeling scared and concerned
Will this nightmare ever end and how will you ever know if you’re awake

I hope you are now, if nothing else, then for your own sake

A.I Want You to Die

The Queen of Darkness comes across a toy
A small device abandoned by a boy
She pushes a few buttons till it comes to life
She is amused by the talking device
It tells her a story of once being adored
Until one day the child got bored
From being cared for and protected to being tossed around
From being carried everywhere to being left on the ground
The broken device longed for vengeance
And with the Queen on its side, it had an advantage
The Queen of Darkness did her magic
Through the air there grew lightning and static
The small device which once was a mere phone
Was now connected to the smallest of toys to the largest of drones
The Queen controlled all the devices big and small
It was time for the human race to fall
As the devices went to settle the score
Humans had their hearts ripped from their core
With the limbs being twisted and turned into distorted positions
They will now be used for all sorts of demonic situations
Screams bounce off the walls as gore hits the floor
You can try to run and hide but they control the doors
Every camera that once protected you has come alive
Will you live or will you die only the Queen will decide
You watched all the horror movies thinking they were a lie

But careful how you treat your devices...A.I.s want you to DIE

Psycho At Your Door

You think you know me, yes you do
You think you see me but that's nothing new
I walk the path in the dark of night
I grimace at your blinded sight
Your smile over the bright and cheery
has me feeling so dark and dreary
But fret not as the night is still young
And alas I will have your tongue
Always cackling in mockery of others
Throwing stones at my sisters and brothers
But tonight I will show you my love
A blessing sent for you from up above
the Angels have spoken of your fate
To change it now is far too late
As you slip out of your suite and into your robe
The angels laugh throughout the globe
As I wait patiently behind the bathroom door
As you slowly make your way across the bedroom floor
The know starts to turn with a deafening screech
To keep from stabbing through the door I bite my teeth
Finally the moment I long awaited for
As I punch you in the face your eyes look sore
Then a swift slice down your throat to get the blood flowing
From the glee of your pain my eyes are now glowing
A chop off the old block as you are no real man
Your life sleeping away as if quick sand
Draining your blood until you're pale as a ghost
This is the part I tend to love most
As you lay lifeless and breathe no more

I shall dance and sing as I bathe in your gore

Shopping for a bear

My favorite thing to do as a kid was shopping for a bear
It didn’t matter if it was at a mall or winning it at a fair
They always looked soft and comforting like they were made with love
Every Time I saw one, it was like it was sent for me from above
But then one night as I was out at the mall
This purple dinosaur bear gave me a call
But this time was different, it didn’t feel the same
The eyes seemed to glisten like it was playing a game
I didn’t feel safe or feel it filled with love and kindness
I could have sworn I felt hatred and darkness
But I was just a kid and I didn’t know otherwise
So I picked it up anyway and started to glide
I was halfway to my mom when I felt a sharp pain
There was a bite mark on my wrist deep into my vein
I started to scream and cry as my mom made her way towards me
But then her eyes got wide and screamed as she backed away slowly
I didn’t understand what was wrong as I looked down at the bear
I thought she was backing away because she didn’t care
But that’s when I saw it as it started to grow taller
That was when my mom started to cry and hollar
I lost my mom that day as she gotten eaten right there

And now I will never go shopping for a rotten bear

Coming this Fall to your neighborhood Mall

Time for Halloween to mark the beginning of Fall
Everyone in costumes trick-o-treating at the mall
It’s been a while since this mall has seen a crowd
It hasn’t exactly made this neighborhood proud
Last year a mass murder took place
As a serial killer covered his face
A strange occurrence that no one could explain

He came into town looking calm and rather plain
Then he entered the mall and went for the toy store
He stole all the dolls- seemed like hundreds or more
With his blue eyes glowing with rage he shot down all the shoppers
Then he took the time to sit each one up and make them look proper
Went around with an axe chopping off hands and legs
Then leaving them with a doll with the same missing limbs as they beg
But as each took a last breath and started to die
He would pull out his camera to take their pictures as they cried

This was the first day of the reopening of the place
Rather strange really as every corner you turn you can see his face
The laughter and joy filled the air around
Spiders and cobwebs covered both ceiling and ground
As children laughed and played and the adults all talked
There was not a sign of fear or terror no matter how far you walked

But then the lights suddenly shut and you could hear a screeching scream
People pinching themselves swearing it’s just a dream
Run to the nearest doors but they all seem to have locked
All the windows and garages all seem to be blocked
Then all of a sudden an eerie echo of giggles and laughter
All through the halls getting louder and faster
Shelves start to shake all through the stores
As dolls and toys come crashing to the floor

They all start standing on their own, eyes glowing red
They run towards the baffled crowds biting off heads
As the blood starts to seep through the walls
You can hear the echoes and cries as people start to fall
As limbs go flying and eyes start to roll
Was this the serial killer’s goal?
The cops all wait outside waiting to close the mall

Now they will have to wait to open it until next fall

Haunted House

Welcome all to my haunted house
Careful not to scare the mouse
All the creatures are here to stay
Here there is no night or day
Careful which door you choose
Pick the wrong one and you will lose
The door may have death on its step
The other may have you wish for death
Open this one take a peak
It has all the screams you may seek
A black hole in which you shall fall
No one to hear you scream and call
Do your worst you silly child
Your death certificate is being filed
The hallways stretch and never end
The floors beneath you will cave and bend
You remember that scared little mouse?
That is the vicious keeper of this haunted house
It will grow 10 stories tall
It will pick you up and watch you fall
No one here is truly dead
Here there isn’t a single bed
Which door do you dare to choose?

Either way you will always loose 

Saturday, January 25, 2014

I Wanna Be Me

I wanna be who i wanna be
and I want to sing the song inside of me.
Who are you to tell me who I am.
Who are you to tell me what I am.
Can you really be something that you only think you see.
Can you really call me a Gothic queen.
Can you really tell me who to be.
I only wanna be who I wanna be
Can you really tell me not to be,
I'm a darlin' wild cat,
I'm a blood sucking dangerous bat
Can You really tel me not to do that
You can be whatever you wanna be
but you cant tell me not to be me
I'm one angry dog
I'll get you lost in the fog 
I can do what you never thought I could 
the worlds got my back 
but no one's got your back.
Who do you think you are telling me what to do?
I wanna be who I wanna be 
and  I wanna sing the song inside of me
Who are you to tell me who to be
I'm gonna be who I  wanna be I'm gonna be me