Lurking in the shadows

lurking in the shadows
dancing with the wind
i am that that one girl and a hand i shall lend
you dont know my name
original is my game
search for me high and low
my heart is aglow
im a waterfall sometimes rapid sometimes slow
you love me either way i go
im soft as grass and as hard as rock
welcome to my world forget your clock
lurking in the shadows i'll be ther when you want to talk

obsticles

obsticles are challanges hidden by fears
if i only knew how to how to hide my tears
if only the answers were more clear
then i could run away and wouldnt be here
if in love i didnt believe
then now ild be free
now in this cage
where my love burns with rage
and here i will stay til the end of all days
i have been turned to clay
and with me youll want to play
my broken heart shall decay
and in my grave unheard i shall lay

i believe

I look into your eyes and then I believe I can fly
Once upon a time it was just a dream
And now it's love in first sight
Don’t run away don’t be afraid
This time it's not a lie
People say to leave don’t even try
But I'm not afraid to spread my wings
I believe I can fly away with you
No one can tell us how to feel
We’ll find our way we can still try
We won’t run away we will stand fight
Cause I still believe it is my dream
Cause I still believe I can give it one more try
I can finally be free and spread my wings to fly
Because no matter where you look no matter who you ask
They’ll try to tell you no they’ll stop you still
Where is that once upon a dream
Where is that love we know
What will it take for them to see
Love is not a dream
You just, you just have to be free

Call me weird

“There goes the weird girl” “don’t talk to her she’s the weird girl” “hey guys check it out it's the weird girl”…. Hi I'm the weird girl. I'm the center of attention, I'm the one everyone talks about, I'm the one who believes in ghost and I'm the one that gets caught in the most embarrassing situations. I'm the girl people stare at in class, I'm the girl that people talk about in the dorms, and I’m the girl people laugh at in the halls. To the world I'm the weird girl but for me I'm the special girl.

Today you laugh at me and call me names but tomorrow you’ll want to be the same…I'm that one girl. The girl who laughs at her own mistakes I'm that one girl who dances her way to her room rather then walks, I'm that girl who walks away before the other one talks. I'm that girl who never shares her feelings but always tells the truth. I'm that girl who’s not afraid to cry.

The one day your makeup fades and tears take its place ill be the only one by your side. Your friends will forget your name and it’ll be a whole new game. I know it sounds strange now but when the time comes you’ll wish you were like me. I don’t drink or smoke but I face life with a smile, you’ll force me to stop but I’ll still run the mile.

You don’t know who I am but you’ll hear of me sure enough I'm that one girl that you call weird but I call special. I'm the different one the one that makes your day, the one that makes you laugh and the girl that you know will be around. I live life to the fullest and I couldn’t care less what people think. Hi I'm Bazal and I'm that weird girl down the street and I hate to break your heart but I'm not weird I'm special and I'm the reason your still here.

Quotes

“People you turn your back on are most likely to be there for you in your time of need and those who you call friends will turn their backs because you will be friends with those whom are popular and avoid those who are good for they are not popular”

“If you have the disease of missing someone the best medicine is to remember your best moments with them... and it's said that the best cure is the only cure”

“Wipe my tears with your smile and I will wipe you tears with mine”

“Best friends are like glue they stick together through thick or thin”

“people may come and go, thoughts may come and go but once love comes it never goes so don’t be fooled by those who say they love you but come and go as they please…they don’t love you”

“I once heard a fairytale of lovers and peace but those are just fairytales, in reality we only kill these”

“Tell me a story, sing me a song, write me a poem, but when you leave don’t be long”

“Time flies and I die”

“Trust is the most important thing in life because it's hard to live with someone you don’t trust”

“For generations boys have been boys, boys are still boys today, boys will be boys forever no matter what forever means to you”

“You’re my hope, you’re my light, when I'm lost you’re my guide. If only you knew that you were my other half, you still are, and you always will be. The only way to tell you how much I care is to tell you I love you”

“You’re my teddy bear: you stick with me through the good and bad…thank you”

“Hope is only a thought, a belief is trust. I believe in you”

“People say love is only a fairytale…they’re right we live in one big fairytale. They say there is no happily ever after…they lie. There is a happily ever after a thousand times in life we just know what comes next”

“Music is my life… I love life…I love those who love me and my music. I’d die without my music, I’d die without life, and I’d die without you. YOU MAKE MY DAY!”

“I'm a funny bunny; I jump from place to place, from task to task, from group to group…I'm a funny bunny because I still don’t know who I am”

“A is for angel. B is for beautiful C is for caring D is for dance E is for enchanting F is for forever G is for grateful H is for happiness I is for intelligent J is for joyful K is for Kidish L is for loving M is for marvelous N is for noticeable O is for optimistic P is for perfect Q is for queen R is for royal S is for sweet T is for talented U is for understanding V is for vicious W is for wonderful X is for xtra-ordinary Y is for yummy Z is for zoned… to me this is what you mean to me… for all of this and more I love you”

The Gift of Nature

The last time I remember seeing daylight
was when the sun was upside down
and my smile was turned to a frown
and then the clouds came to play
and they hugged me into the rain
and a smile crossed my frame
because water is pure
it's my personal cure
no one realizes
that when the sun finally seizes
the flowers start to grow
and that life is formed
our wonderful fireflies
that light the night sky
and the night dark blue
gives us beautiful due
for me we are lucky
that we get these wonderful gifts of nature

Bubbles

People believe bubbles to represent their personal space or a cute cartoon character but in reality it's a very suspicious thing. It comes without notice and leaves when it wishes. You have no control over it. No shape no size only air. It holds something in it…YOU!! You don’t let people near you because of it and it keeps you from escaping it ties you down and tortures you. And just when you think it's on your side and is only there to help you it smacks you in the face and kills you. Suffocates you until you feel no one cares, makes you hate yourself , shows you everything in a negative way and then it's over all over no turning back. There's a story of a girl just like that…let me tell you.

13 year old Alice just moved to her new school and is nervous about her first day. Everyone already knows each other from the beginning of the year but she doesn’t know anyone and will be lonely until she finds a way to make new friends. In her old school she usually sat alone, she never talked to anyone and no one talked to her. She wanted that to change but how?

“Alice! Are you dressed? Your getting late for your first day at school!” Catharine screams up to her daughter. It's her first day at work too and she can't possibly late.

“Coming mom! I just can't decide what to wear!” Alice screams. “Ugh how will I ever make friends? There is nothing good to wear and I don’t even know what kinds of clothes they wear here!” she mumbles to herself.

As soon as Alice reaches school she rushes out of the car trying to beat the tardy bell. “Ugh! I'm so sorry! I didn’t see you! It's just it's my first day at school and I was going to be late and I don’t know my classes…” Alice tries to explain but before she could finish the boy she bumped into interrupts her.

“It’s ok. Hey you have your schedule? Maybe I can show you to your class let me see.” Heth replies.

Oh no! What if he thinks I'm stupid? Or what if I smell bad? I can't let him think I'm vulnerable! There has to be another way to find out where my classes are! Why is he looking at me like that? Is there something wrong with my clothes or is there something on my face? Does my hair look bad?

Uh oh looks like the bubble decided to drop by. Alice is know conscious of herself and is trying to flatten her curly brown hair. She apologizes once again and runs inside being careful not to bump into anyone else. Of course she doesn’t know where she’s going and finds herself lost within a few minutes. She finds a bathroom nearby and rushes in as she enters a stall she begins to cry.

Knock knock. “Hello? Is someone in there? You ok in there? Do you need me to get someone?” a girl with a melodious voice asks from the other side of the door. Her words muffled and broken due to the door only comes through as “o? Is there? Ok? Need me someone?” of course that makes Alice feel worse thinking that she is so unwanted that no one even finds it necessary to talk to her in full sentences and begins to sob. The girl begins to feel guilty unsure of what she said wrong and leaves the bathroom to call an adult.

Alice continued to have encounters with the bubble until one day. She had already started to feel lonely and unloved; she was 20 and had no one to talk to. Both her parents passed away in a car accident when she was 16 when she told her parents they didn’t care for her and she wanted to be alone they drove off but never returned. Of course this was her fault and the bubble told her that it was because she let them into it. After that her bubble grew bigger and she needed to be even further away from the people around her. Although she thought it gave her more space inside the truth was that the bubble was getting tighter and taking up more space outside at the same time. She was suffocating.

It was midnight in Hollins University and Alice was up doing her homework. She could hear the other girls outside laughing as they watched movies and talked about the latest gossip. She suddenly started feeling Costa phobic and needed to get away. She ran outside with her bare feet pounding on the wet grass as she begins to feel the world close around her. The trees got up and started chasing her, the grass wraps around her toes trying to pull her into the ground, whispers come closer and closer, she feels the invisible stares and hears people laughing making fun of her, and then… she bursts. Not the bubble, not the people, in fact the world hasn’t changed but she is gone. Whipped from existence as if she was never born. She ran right off a cliff and was found the next morning torn to pieces. The police weren’t even sure if her parts were even a body until they saw the blood and her id. The id that she had made when she was thirteen. “Alice Anderson, 13 year old, female, date of birth: 3/4/67, hair color: light brown, eye color: sea blue.” Nothing else. No identity, just the facts.

So you see, the bubbles aren’t innocent, they’re criminals. They wait till you least expect it and kill you. They suffocate you little by little until you’re completely out of air. They steal you from society until there’s no one left to save you. They make you feel miserable even though there is nothing wrong with you. Each and every society in this world has become too big due to the fact that the bubbles have taken over. They have conquered many lives and succeeded in weakening the societies. Racism, war, discrimination, and all of that is all due to the bubbles. The bubbles create fear and hatred. They destroy you. They are hiding in every corner ready to attack. Be careful not to fall for their trap! And if you see another person who seems to be stuck help them fight the bubble and don’t leave them alone. For more information please visit www.bubbles-take-over-the-world.com